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Post by ryder mariah cooper. on May 16, 2008 19:15:10 GMT -5
sour cherry , i have to make those sacrifices. I know nothing has happened yet but it will and i know that. It's better if you hate me, it's just better that way.
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Post by preston douglas on May 16, 2008 19:55:30 GMT -5
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[/font][/color] no you don't, you chose to lie to me when you didn't even give me a chance at understanding what you've gone through. now, our relationship is all screwed up when all of this could have been avoided.
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Post by vegas serena hamilton. on May 16, 2008 19:58:26 GMT -5
sour cherry , It's better like this, just stay away and no one will get hurt i can take care of myself and of carter and thats that. Besides I'm a drunken slut, it's what i do. Never commit and stay alone.
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Post by preston douglas on May 16, 2008 20:18:37 GMT -5
BETTERthanYOU!
[/font][/color] okay. you know what? fine. I'm done trying to pry and explanation out of you. I don't get why your doing this and if you won't give me a chance then I'm done trying with you.
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Post by vegas serena hamilton. on May 16, 2008 22:30:01 GMT -5
sour cherry , no. I'm the one thats done here, i'm done hiding out and i'm done running from everything. i have given you an explenation and your jsut to dumb to understand it. I did what i did to protect you and to protect everyone else. What don't you get about that, i lied so that you would stay away and be safe, now thats all i can do, carter is all i have left but soon i have to give him up too, he needs to be with someone who is less messed up than me, he needs to be safe so i will sacrifice everything i have to give him that.
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Post by preston douglas on May 16, 2008 23:20:29 GMT -5
BETTERthanYOU!
[/font][/color] NO YOU HAVEN'T!! all you keep saying in that it protected me, and that's honestly the worst, bullshit excuse I've ever heard. Shut up about protection, because what your saying makes no sense AT ALL. It's Stupid, like i said before. You would think, since you have a feeling about your father that you would tell me about it? But no, you decide to push me away. AND FOR WHAT!? so we can argue like this every time we talk to eachother.
I DO NOT need you to protect me, I never asked you to. I cared about you and would have done anything for you and you knew that, but you ruined that. No one asked you to sacrafice everything you had, YOU made that decision on your own when you caused our break up. I don't understand why you would throw away everything when you could have simply TALKED TO ME, plain and simple.
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Post by vegas serena hamilton. on May 17, 2008 7:59:46 GMT -5
sour cherry , YOU NEVER LISTEN, you don't get it do you, you don't know what it feels like to watch your mother dye, you don't get how scared i was, they hospitalized me, did you know that, I was in a hospital for three years and when i got out i was in a new town i had to make new friends and you want to know what i stopped talking alltogether, i scared away people, i was so... i was so traumatized a just stopped because everything reminded me of that day until you came along.
you will never know love until you have to sacrifice that one person you ever cared about, that one person who actually made you forget about these things and when you loose them it's like they took half of you with them, my wolrd crashed, i wouldn;t talk ton no one i didn't come to school for a week and when i came back i put on a fake smile all yo make you belive me because that night, i could tell you didn't belive me, i could tell but i convinced you by four words i don't love you, and you want to know what was the most heartbreaking thing, you beliving me that instint i said those wors, it killed me, but i keep telling myself that my father is coming and you want to know why because i get letters and phone calls and when he send the letters he send pictures he taken of me from that very morning, do you know anything about that, i don't think you do.
I'm doing what i am because i know what it feels like to loose someone i love and i can promise you this time i won't because i won't let him in, i won't let him find out about you and how much i care for you because he will kill you and he will make me watch and then he will wait till carters old enough to watch him kill me, but this time he won't get away.
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Post by preston douglas on May 17, 2008 21:50:05 GMT -5
BETTERthanYOU!
[/font][/color] you dont have to sacrifice someone to be in love. you keep trying to explain your life story to me when you should have been saying this a long time ago. It was stupid of you to think that I would rather not be around you than to take a chance with your father. You didn't have to do this alone, but you shut me out anyway when I could have and would have helped you. I don't need an explanation from you about this because, for starters, you put this on yourself. You were so scared about your father that you screwed up our relationship and singled yourself out from everyone else. That's probably the worst thing you could have done, because out of all that you lose all your friends. So if your father is actually coming after you, wouldn't you rather be around people who care about you?? Yeah, Smart choice Ryder.
you telling me that you didn't love me was heartbreaking for you!!?? Just take a second to imagine how I felt at the time. Of course, I didn't believe you at first, but that just proved me wrong even more. So, for the time being, I couldn't stand you and for that you make me out to be the suspected asshole. Now, I don't even know what to feel about you.
And ontop of all this I find out that supposedly, Carter is actually mine.
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Post by ryder mariah cooper. on May 18, 2008 8:22:02 GMT -5
sour cherry , look fine i'm sorry, i'm sorry i'm such a screw up and think about no one but mysewlf. I'm sorry i thought i was protecting you, I'm just sorry. yeah hes y7ours but you ill never get to know him because i won't let anyone in anymore and he sooner I'm gone the soon i can be free, free of everything and the only way to be free or so I'm told is to let go. I'm leaving Preston, after the years up I'm gone and i will; never see you again. look i have to run out, I'm dropping carter off at my granddad's then I'm going to get some food but i guess I'll see you around, i really do love you, always have and always will but i guess that doesn't change a thing. Bye preston.
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